Curhatanku

This night is the first time I can spent my time with him in Surabaya.... How wonderful night.... Could I repeat it again ? ? God,,can I hope that he is the person can I give my love ? ? Even he don't have same feel with me n maybe never.... I'm tired to look for a heart which can receive my feel... May be I should pray like this "Make me meet my soul mate in the right time when both of we ready to married.".
I always like a person just to look for my father's figure.... Am I wrong ? ? Shit...!!!!!