Story of Me

Someday I met a boy. He is my classmate. He was funny and cute one. I said "Wow,,may I love him God?". But suddenly I knew that he had a girlfriend. than I decided to looked for another person to love. He really love his girl and in my opinion his girl love him too. Everywhere she goes he goes to, like they could not separated until they die. Honestly I'm jealous with their absorption. But, I do not disturb their relationship until I heard that they are finished their relation. Its mean that they are not dating anymore. Happy ? Yes, I am! Than I tried to be close to him because I heard from my own ears that he will not come back with his ex who already found the new one to replace his place in her heart. I entered his gang and started know who is he and who are the others personnel of the gang. At the first time I think they are such a stupid people and just have fun, but I was wrong. Now, I learn some important things from them. How about him? I am still hope that we can be together not in couple relation its okay, being a friends I think it is a better idea. Because I know that I am NOT his criteria and he will not see me in another side of my life as my self who in love in him. "Joek,we are friend forever!". Its enough.